RIMAS

aku rimas bila ada org yg suka busy body...nak amik tau sume hal pasal aku. tanya tu tanya ni...hal remeh temeh pun nak kepoci. kalau tanya2 boleh membantu xpe la jugak. ni tanya2 menyibuk je...

apa aku nak buat suka hati aku la...tak payah la nak sibuk tanya kenapa aku wat tu kenapa aku wat ni, kenapa macam tu kenapa macam ni. 

sesungguhnya aku xde masa la nak melayan soalan2 remeh-temeh ni. banyak hal lain yg penting lagi aku nak fikir. helo kawan....dalam kain lu dah terjaga rapi ke nak sibuk masuk tengok dalam kain org!!!

everything i did, must be a reason behind that. and...not all the things i can tell to everybody!!! also, our life for each of us are not the same. perjalanan hidup kita masing2 adalah berbeza....kau melalui jalan yg berbeza dan aku melalui jalan yg berbeza. so, don't expect apa keputusan yang aku buat akan sama dgn kau. mungkin dalam satu hal kau bernasib baik & aku tidak. dan mungkin dlm hal yg lain...aku bernasib baik & kau tidak.

so...don't interfere in other people life selagi x memudaratkan hidup seseorang. 

Selamat Hari Raya...Maaf Zahir Batin

Assalamualaikum....

ampun maaf di pinta atas segala khilaf

salam Aidilfitri

semoga bergembira bersama org tersayang

Anuar Zain - Bersabarlah Sayang

### dedicated to myself.....bersabarlah wahida ###

Pada mereka yang tak mengerti Menuduh dirimu Di jurang kesalahan saja Ku tak sampai hati Biarkan engkau sendiri

Tetapi diriku dan juga temanmu Yang tahu kisah derita 

Dan luka di dada, hanya kuharapkan Kau harus bersabar Dan bertenang selalu

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and...ni dedicated to everybody :)

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

lirik lagu ni so meaningful....cheers ;)

[Jason mraz]
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jason_mraz/i_wont_give_up.html ]
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got Yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end you're still my friend, at least we did intend for us to work
We didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am.

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up... 

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up...

First Time Experience

My first time experience.....temperature kete naik. wohoooooo!!!!!!! cuak beb...xtau nak wat apa. huhu...

it was happened time i on the way to office yesterday morning. tengah driving, suddenly dekat nak sampai sunway kot tetiba ja aircond panas...pelik!!! mata pun terpandang temperature metre...OMG...dah over 90. apa nak wat ni? amik fon trying to call somebody...tapi otak blurr xtau nak call sape...cool sat, i off aircond, buka tingkap...thank GOD...it's back to normal. phewwww (sambil kesat peluh di dahi).

jalan jam time tu. well....what do u expect with federal highway kan...hew hew hew :p

sampai lepas PJ pun still jam...mata keep on monitor the temp metre. bila dah masuk kerinchi link...laju2 drive nak cepat sampai ofis takut temp naik lagi...huhu. and yes...time benti kat traffic light sri hartamas, temp naik lagi…kali ni terus sampai max. uwaaaaa…..nasib baik dah nak sampai ofis. Huhu

masuk ofis…terus whatsapp my friend, bob…Tanya sume pasal temp naik ni. Google gak info kat internet. So…sebabnye maybe, air radiator kering atau minyak hitam kering atau radiator bocor atau kipas rosak. Haih…apo lah masalah keto den ni..harap xde major problem.

Tengahari tu g beli air mineral 1.5 liter 2 botol…standby kot2 air kering kan. Ingat nak balik p workshop yg saya selalu p kat shah alam. Tapi, risau takut temp naik lagi…dah la jam nak balik shah alam. Then, Tanya my friend…kakcik ada tak workshop yg bagus kat area damansara utama…luckily she has her neighbor owned a workshop…Mr Andy!! So, suruh dia call Mr Andy suruh tunggu saya sebab kedai dia tutup 7pm takut sampai lambat kan.

5pm kuar dr opis…cek air/minyak hitam…ok. So, apa la masalah nye ni…risau gilerr takut major prob. Cari kipas nak tengok berpusing ke tak…x jumpa kat mana letak kipas. Hahahaha…call my friend bob and my brother tanya advise…range price kipas or whatsoever yg expected ada problem tu. So, bila kat kedai nanti xde la kena tipu kan…

Then, start enjin…normal and sgt berharap temp x naik lagi…Alhamdulillah sampai tol seksyen 17 PJ temp still normal..tp sampai area TTDI dah start naik…alamak. Dah la kat situ jam…padahal dah x jauh pun nak sampai damansara utama…dah la naik terus sampai max. nak benti tepi pun xde space..mau kena maki klu stop tgh jalan tu…blurr…blurr..blur…call bob again tanya camne boleh ke tgh jam tu mati enjin jap, nak jalan start balik, kira main2 on off enjin la….dia kata ok. Try la buat…tp xde effect pun…huhu…tawakal la drive bagi lepas jam…nak u-turn queue sangat panjang..so benti la dulu kat sek damansara utama dalam 20min. pastu start balik terus masuk jalan raya u-turn ke damansara utama…nasib baik x stuck jam…so terus nak fetch kakcik kat uptown damansara dia nak tunjuk workshop tu…again temp naik to the max. stop dulu kat ofis dia…and kakcik cakap ada asap kuar kat bawah bumper kete depan. Aduhhhh…mau nye x berasap dah berapa kali max temp dah. Dlm hati dah cuak gilerrr…

After about 15min…drive balik ke workshop. Diorang cek sume…kipas yg rosak. Kena ketuk baru kipas tu jalan…huhu…tapi xleh nak siap aritu sebab dah overheat sgt..ptg ni baru leh amik kete..suh dia service sekali…mau 600-700 la kot. Sob…sob…sob…I need money :’(

So…semalam tido umah kakcik la sbb takde transport nak g keje nanti. Balik shah alam amik baju, pastu tido umah dia. This morning she sent me to work..balik nanti pun dia amik. Luckily got friend nearby…thank you friend J

Raya Preparation

Salam 19 Ramadhan

pejam celik pejam celik....dah nak abis puasa dah pun...means dah nak menjelang raya dah ni. mesti ramai dah busy kan...cari baju raya...kuih raya...kasut raya..mcm2 lagi lah. hehehe

kanak2 apatah lagi....diorang la yg x sabar2 nak tunggu raya kan. macam kita kecik2 dulu....haih bestnya lah zaman budak2 dulu...wish i could turn back the time. well....everybody wants that rite ;)

so...amcam preparation uols thn ni? meriah ke x meriah? dah start ke belum start or dah 1/2 way or dah habis prepare? hahaha...

as for me....belum start prepare apa2 pun lagi. apa pun xdak...cuma ada la wat biskut raya 2 jenis. tapi, tu pun just tolong kak ipar je. hew hew hew

entahlah....tahun ni lansung xde mood nak raya. kalau boleh...nak pergi somewhere time raya tu. xmau balik kg...maybe just balik sekejap jumpa mak & visit kubur arwah ayah. but....i can't. so, terpaksalah menghadapi raya d kg nanti...i guess it would be a worst ever raya celebration for me this year. huhu.....tapi xtau la kalau something miracle happen kan. just pray for the best je lah.

cuti raya pun..i purposely apply only for friday before raya & wednesday after raya. plan asal memang nak direct seminggu sampai ahad..tapi x sanggup nak cuti lama2...entahlahhhhhhh

anyway........wishing uols selamat berpuasa & selamat buat persiapan raya. selamat hari raya next entry la pulok ye...hehehe

cheers ;)

Ujian Hidup

semakin meningkat usia kita semakin banyak dugaan/ujian yg perlu di tempuhi. kadang kita tewas kadang kita menang.

kadang kita melihat org lain ketawa gembira dan merasakan mereka sgt beruntung kerana berpeluang merasa kebahagiaan. namun, siapa yg tahu jika d sebalik tawa gembira mereka itu tersimpan 1001 cerita duka yg d simpan kemas d dalam hati.

begitu juga diriku....ingin sekali aku merasa bahagia seperti org lain..aku tersenyum melihat kawan2/keluarga gembira. melihat mereka gembira aku seolah dapat merasakan kebahagiaan itu. tapi, bila saat ku sendirian hanya Tuhan yg tahu apa yg ku rasa.

seringkali ku berdoa memohon agar di berikan aku kebahagiaan/kasih sayang/cinta...agar dapat aku menjalani kehidupan aku seperti org lain. namun, mungkin ada sebab kenapa aku masih tidak merasa rasa itu. walaupun, teramat seksa ku rasakan...aku harus tabah menempuhi hidup ini walau apa pun yg berlaku.

moga satu hari nanti....aku dapat mengecapi kebahagiaan itu sebelum aku menutup mata.